It comes it different forms for everyone...you can be happy about your career, about your surroundings, your pets, some get happiness from having lots of money, or even being happy about driving your dream sports car...
No matter what, happiness is something that gives utter comfort and a feel good factor.
But there's another kind of happiness too..and its a very special one indeed..something that will last for a very long time and is just a wonderful feeling. It just makes every moment of our life even more worth while. And when i say special, its means that you can only get it when someone very special comes into your life.
I'm very glad to say that i have this special someone too, she means the world to me and has given me this happiness. Thank you darling, for filling this empty space in my heart, and giving my life that extra spark.
You can never run away from it, nor can you stop it from occuring. But that's life... Very often i dwell upon the moments where i could have at least prevented certain mistakes, but what has happened, can never be turned back.
But now, here i am, pondering on a mistake that i've made.
It was totally unnecessary, but my emotions got the better of me. I should have taken things in a better manner, but i didn't, and it left me depressed. And when that happens, its the most terrible feeling ever. The only thing left to do, is to ask for forgiveness.
It doesn't end there though, just as i thought that the situation was rectified, i made yet another mistake, and ended up making matters worst. So yet again, i'm sorry. I totally didn't mean to hurt, or to upset. I know i'm not perfect, and sometimes these things just happen.
Well, while i still recuperate from this situation, i hope that i'll be forgiven... I may seem to be the most terrible person ever, but i'm not and i never will be. This is my promise.
After enduring 10 months of fun, jokes, tension, anxiousness, insanity, anger, laughter, ....and the list goes on, i'm finally back home. Its a sense of relieve from the challenging pace of being a medical student in a land far far away, to just sit and relax at the comfort of home for the next 2 months.
The plane landed exactly at 9.10am, and i just gave myself a big smile, gazing through the window, i was just so happy. As i stepped out of the plane, i rushed all the way through to get to the arrival hall as fast as possible, which is of course, to see my beloved parents, i missed them so much. I gave them both a big tight hug, there's just no words to describe the feeling.
Well then, it was time to go to home sweet home, and i'm sure its gonna be a great holiday. It was a tiring day, but definitely not tiring for a round of shopping with my dad later in the day. lol.
The other reason for me to be happy to be back was the fact that i'm gonna meet my darling again. I seriously missed her like crazy... Its been too long being away from her, and i had to meet her again as soon as possible. Thanks for waiting for me dear, i really appreciate it. Love you so much...
Its been a truly great day for me, and my mum capped it off with a perfectly sumptuous dinner. I guess that's about it, i'll be back with following episodes of my life soon. Adios for now.
Perhaps not something that i was not too intrigued by, but here i am, having my very own blog. I've always been the type that remains vague about the happenings surrounding my life, but again, trying out something new is always exciting. Thanks to my soulmate of course, who has successfully influenced me. :)
